this is exactly how i felt last night..
So to the next problem i have, shld i take leave from work for two days just to undergo some trng to be a camp instructor??? This sounds alluring cuz tts all i've been wanting to try out since the start of the holidays. And, ive been missing out on stuff tt i've wanted to do like trying out as an intern in school. I seem to let opportunities slip pass my hand. Furthermore, i know that this is the last chance i can to take up the job as a camp instructor cuz's uni's starting soon. Also, im afraid tt the trngs will be pointless as camps tt i might take up might clash with smu's camps as well. Oh well, how how how!??.__.
Also, as much as i've been ranting abt how im so keen to become a camp instuctor, wad dawned upon me was whether im physically capable of becoming one. I've got the outdoor exposure, i can cheer, i can hype up the crowd. But a camp instructor is more than wad i expect-there's the technical aspect to it- like belaying(nt too confident), tying knots-(worst, totally nt confident), kayaking-(cant kayak staight).. SEE, with a whole list of insecurities, how am i supposed to be one-.-
So is this gg to slip across my fingers nw???:((((
The iron lady's sick. Its damm pathetic, i just slept like 12hrs straight yesterday. As much as i was unwilling to work tdy, i still dragged myself out of bed to work. I guess its the lure of the monetary benefits that make me drag to work. However, its a pleasant treat, im gg to have a free lunch ltr and on top of tt shopping with xy tonight! yeah((;
So to the next problem i have, shld i take leave from work for two days just to undergo some trng to be a camp instructor??? This sounds alluring cuz tts all i've been wanting to try out since the start of the holidays. And, ive been missing out on stuff tt i've wanted to do like trying out as an intern in school. I seem to let opportunities slip pass my hand. Furthermore, i know that this is the last chance i can to take up the job as a camp instructor cuz's uni's starting soon. Also, im afraid tt the trngs will be pointless as camps tt i might take up might clash with smu's camps as well. Oh well, how how how!??.__.
Also, as much as i've been ranting abt how im so keen to become a camp instuctor, wad dawned upon me was whether im physically capable of becoming one. I've got the outdoor exposure, i can cheer, i can hype up the crowd. But a camp instructor is more than wad i expect-there's the technical aspect to it- like belaying(nt too confident), tying knots-(worst, totally nt confident), kayaking-(cant kayak staight).. SEE, with a whole list of insecurities, how am i supposed to be one-.-
So is this gg to slip across my fingers nw???:((((
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